Where is the love?

Paraiso....

Seriously, I don't find any point to make this post in my blog..

It just really sucks nowadays...

I miss the days when I was so inspired...even if I know that it was just a one sided love affair, I feel very much alive and in love

Maybe that is why the title of my entry is "Paraiso"...

I can tell that if I could just see a spark of hope, like that of the one that sings in this song that if ever he sees a single bird how happy he would be,it would bring much consolation to my tired and tattered soul...

Is it my soul that is tired and tattered or is it my heart?

Lately, it seems that I don't feel the "kilig" in love anymore..

Is it because my heart had too much to handle that the only feeling that it knows is melancholy or my body is just following Maslow's theory (I have an infecion in my finger)..

Arghhh...this just doesn't make any sense at all...

Iyan...iyan ang ginawa ko kani-kanina lang bago ako magpost...

Siguro mas ginanahan ako ngayon na magkuwento ngayon ako ay online na (o dahil may narinig akong love song?)

Ayan nga, naisaad ko sa entry ko na wala akong maramdaman...napagod na ba ako?Hindi ako alam..

Alam mo yung feeling na kinikilig ka dahil sa napapanood mo?Hindi ko siya maramdaman...

Alam mo yung dapat na magselos ka o kaya kumirot man ng konti yung puso mo dahil yung mahal o minahal mo ay may bago nang mahal?Hindi ko siya maramdaman...

Hindi ko alam kung sign ito ng maturity o kaya napagod na ang damdamin ko...

Kaya yung title ng blog ko ay Where is the love?..nasaan na yung love na inaakala ko noon...

Siguro nga mas natututunan ko na ang love on a higher level...

It is not the love that I can't feel..it is the romance...romance which is quite an earthly feeling..romance which is granted by the Lord so as to foster pro-creation among humans..

Waaah!Is this me?Wala nang urge ang katawan ko para sa romansa na hindi ko naman naramdaman sa buong buhay ko?O sadyang...totoo ang hinala ko na...secret!Baka mapurnada eh..hehehe...

I can still love,but it is romance that I cannot have...ayun natumbok ko rin...whew...