OLD BOY!OLD BOY!

huhuhu...gusto ko ng OLD BOY!!!!wala akong makita...though it is not a romantic korean movie na talagang tear jerker tulad ng mga napanood ko...iba ito..parang may pagka "Count of Monte Cristo"...mabigat daw ito....kasing bigat kaya ito ng Kill Bill...o kaya ng Hostel(na hindi ko pa napapanood)...oh well..sana may mahanap na ako nito...this gained international recognition mind you...

Enrollment,DVD,La Mesa Eco Park and The Classic Exploits part 1

ok this is the start of a very long post...(magawa ko nga kayang long ito?)
well anyway,all of these happened on March 29..the 4th anniversary of Rico Yan's death(man,ganun na katagal yun?graaabeee)..pero walang kaugnayan ito kay Rico Yan..dito nagsimula ang pag-ayos ng buhay ko..ayos?anong ayos?ayos sa maraming bagay...simulan natin sa umaga...

nagising ako around 2:30 AM kasi nga hindi na ako sanay matulog sa gabi...napilitan lang ako matulog noong gabi dahil enrollment ko bukas...oh yes...enrollment..kung saan nagiging lakwatsa galore ng mga estudyanteng nakakuha na naman ng mga kickback sa mga kaawa-awang magulang na nagsisikap upang mapagtapos sila sa pag-aaral(parang ako hindi rin humingi?hehe..binigyan naman ako ano!di ko hiningi..)dahil mahaba pa ang gabi..nagbasa muna ako ng librong nasa taas..haba ng title eh so tingnan niyo na lang...i'll just prepare a post for the summary of that book...

on with my story..the time came for me to go and face the world with my bangag look...i decided to wear my brown sleeveless shirt with the frills in the colar hanggang sa neck line tsaka shorts tsaka sandals...nagdecide din akong magdala ng tali sa buhok kasi expected ko na magiging mainit ngayon...at iyon..sumakay na ako sa bus na ordinary dahil gusto kong makatipid at nagdala na rin ako ng libro,panlaban sa inip ng haba ng pila sa school mamaya...

pagdating ko ng school una kong nakita si royce,ang masugid na manliligaw ngayon sa kaibigan kong si sheena..sabi ko,uy hinihintay mo ano?!sabi niya kaalis lang daw...kaya ayun..tumuloy na rin ako at nakita ko naman si Ishi at Rap na kapwa may hinihintay...hanggang sa nagkaipon na kami doon...actually magbabayad na nga lang ako ng tuition(1455.00) at kukuha ng CM but still,naghahanap lang siguro ako ng makakausap o kaya ay makakasama...nagsimula ako officially by 830 and natapos ako within 1 hour kahit na tumagal dahil bumalik pa ako sa Window 2 ng treasury dahil sa problema na kung ano...anyway...umalis din naman kami ng school around 10 or 1030 dahil sa marami pang...chika!as in nagchika-chika pa kami....


waa tinatamad na ako magkuwento..tsaka na ulit..bukas?

of trojans

BWISIT KANG TROJAN KA!!!!!BUTI NA LANG AT NATANGGAL KA SA PC KO!!!

akala ko for the past few days na namamatay ang PC ko yung hardware ko ang may sira...

akala ko yung motherboard yung may topak..

binase ko kasi dun sa sira ng PC ng friend ko na si Sheena...

nagtanong ako sa kanya kung ganon ang problema ng PC nila bago pinalitan yung motherboard ng PC nila...

hindi kami pareho kaya sinabi ko na rin yung problema ng PC ko..

sabi niya baka daw virus...

e wala naman akong virus scanner...

e naisip ko baka naman worm..

ni-run ko yung Anti-Spy ng Yahoo! na alam ko namang nakaka-detect din ng worms and trojans..

at may buwisit ngang trojan sa PC ko...

buti na lang natanggal ko!hahahahahaa


kaya salamat kay Sheena at sa Yahoo!Anti-Spy nakakapag-PC ulit ako magdamag...bwahahahaha!!!!!!!!

Getting Over(loading)

Now I can really say that I've got over him....

Yes you heard me right..I totally got over him....

Wow it's so nice..

Sana nga pag nakita ko siya within these days ay masasabi ko pa ulit ito....

Iyon talaga ang totoong test na na-get over ko na siya...

Kapag nakita ko siya sa enrollment at wala na akong naramdaman para sa kanya,ibig sabihin talagang tapos na...wala na....

At iyon namang sa isa, wala na rin siguro...

Kailangan ko rin siguro ng test tungkol doon pero hindi ko pa alam kung paano....

Pero speaking right now, I can say that my heart is really contented....Parang fulfilled...

But still, I need to test if this is really for real....

An Essay About The Philippines

I found this when I was researching for materials for my class and I found this one in a site...what do you think guys?medyo mahaba siya pero please take time to read

My Short Essay about the Philippines

Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines.

Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed completely after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.

Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia. We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father¡¯s brother also died because of famine.

Korean government was awfully corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism. Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.

40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea. He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economy situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through a horrible experience. In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park. They asked to him, °President, when can we be well off?" That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea, and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea. So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea.

He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart. Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea. They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.

My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And I have loved my neighborhood.

Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday. However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.

Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.

When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines. Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed. My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pagsangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boat men, for the boat men were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.

My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God.

I want Filipinos love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off. I am sure that love is the keyword which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let¡¯s put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes. I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world.

Please love your neighborhood and country. Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love.

If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country.

You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others. That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.

Jaeyoun Kim
September, 2003