Frustrations of a Frustrated Writer

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

The Libran Woman

Got this link form Sham. At tama siya: 99.998 % correct ang mga pinagsasabi tungkol dito.

Libra Women

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice
smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep
her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and
make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby.
She is good at it and tend to look younger than her age.


She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman.
She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is
equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will
not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you
are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is
winning.


She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can
not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her
schedule very well in all cases.


She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She
likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery
scent.


In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and
mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could
argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good
politician, because she can tell which party will win the election.


She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself.
She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because
everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might
not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other
people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling.


She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be
at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her
for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your
guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself
without her influence.


Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your
privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends.
Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank
account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for
you.


She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it
well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are
wrong. She is a strong woman even she looks at you with that sweet
innocent pairs of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a
few poker games.


If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way
is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or
treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with
confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a
real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!


Friday, August 15, 2008

Do you still recall the frightful night we crossed the rio grande?

....there was something in the air that night, the stars were bright, Fernando...

Oh hello! Kala niyo lyrics na naman ano? I was so occupied these past few days with so much work that is why I am not that much in the mood to relay stories in this blog. And anyway, there is nothing much going on with my life right now. What do you expect from a life of a board exam reviewee? Wala din naman akong love life so anong bago? Napaka monotonous...

Anyway back to the story, do you still recall the frightful night we, oh I mean, "I" crossed the rio grande? Yes, I did cross the cross the Rio Grande. The Rio Grande de España. La grande rivière de l'Espagne. No it is not the Rio Grande of US nor a great river in Spain. Isa siyang baha sa España Avenue. So anong bago doon? Well for starters, I have heard and seen it for years but have not experienced it for myself. So ngayong gabi, naexperience ko siya. Just imagine myself walking in the middle of the puddle in España at 9:30 in the evening. Kakaiba yung feeling.

Hindi naman siya nakakatakot kasi ang dami namang naglalakad. Kakaiba lang kasi normally maingay sa España kasi nga daanan ng maraming sasakyan both south bound and north bound. Ngayong gabi, bangka o kaya SUV lang ang makakadaan sa España. Though, yung naabutan kong level eh kaya namang suungin ng mga jeep eh konti pa rin ang dumadaan. Siguro natrauma yung mga driver dahil noong nakaraang gabi eh ganoon din ang pangyayari. Kaya ako, naglakad mula Tolentino Street (a block away from P. Noval) at kung hanggang saan ako maglalakad, wala akong pakialam. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, kahit maglakad ako hanggang bahay (ay huwag naman sobrang layo na noon tsaka delikado sa Commonwealth) o kaya kahit hanggang Delta pa eh ayos lang. Kahit sumabit pa sa jeep gagawin ko basta makauwi lang.

Kung makakaiwas naman ako sa baha ay iiwas ako. Siyempre sino ba naman ang gustong ilublob ang mga paa niya sa tubig na nagmula sa kung saang lupalop, hindi ba? Eh pagdating doon sa may Trabajo eh may eskinita na wala nang sidewalk na walang baha. Wala ring tulay doon. Kaya, lusong na kung lusong. Sa totoo lang, ang kinakatakot ko lang naman kapag lumusong sa baha ay yung maanod yung sandalyas ko o kaya ay mahulog ako sa butas na hindi ko makita. Awa ng Diyos eh hindi naman inanod ang panyapak ko at hindi naman ako shu-moot sa isang imburnal.

Akala ko, maglalakad pa ako hanggang Welcome Rotonda. Awa naman ng Diyos eh nakasakay agad ako ng FX. Talagang di ko tinantanan yung FX hanggang sa makasakay ako.

[while writing this, nagbabasa ako sa mapuaownage...grrr...nakakapanginit ng ulo yung nalaman ko....sa mga mapuans lalo na yung sa mga EE-ECE-CoE basahin niyo http://www.mapuaownage.com/forums/mapua-general-discussion/2944-news-professor-nabbed-mulcting-students-15.html#post190250]

Nawala tuloy momentum ko..Anyway basahin niyo na lang yan...

Monday, August 11, 2008

Paloma Negra

Pansin niyo siguro na puro luyrics ng kanta ang pinopost ko. Ngayon ay lyrics ulit. Nilulunod ko kasi ang sarili ko sa mga kantang ito.

Ibig nga palang sabihin ng paloma negra ay black dove.

Ya me canso de llorar y no amanece
Ya no sé si maldecirte o por ti rezar
Tengo miedo de buscarte y de encontrarte
Donde me aseguran mis amigos que te vas
Hay momentos en que quisiera mejor rajarme
Y arrancarme ya los clavos de mi penar
Pero mis ojos se mueren si mirar tus ojos
Y mi cariño con la aurora te vuelve a esperar

Y aggaraste por tu cuenta la parranda
Paloma negra paloma negra dónde, dónde andarás?
Ya no jueges con mi honra parrandera
Si tus caricias han de ser mías, de nadie mas

Y aunque te amo con locura ya no vuelves
Paloma negra eres la reja de un penar
Quiero ser libre vivir mi vida con quien yo quiera
Dios dame fuerza que me estoy muriendo por irla a buscar

Y agarraste por tu cuenta las parrandas

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Milord

Milord

Allez, venez, Milord!
Vous asseoir à ma table;
Il fait si froid, dehors,
Ici c`est confortable.
Laissez-vous faire, Milord
Et prenez bien vos aises,
Vos peines sur mon coeur
Et vos pieds sur une chaise
Je vous connais, Milord,
Vous n`m`avez jamais vue
Je ne suis qu`une fille du port,
Qu`une ombre de la rue...
Pourtant j`vous ai frôlé
Quand vous passiez hier,
Vous n`étiez pas peu fier,
Dame! Le ciel vous comblait:
Votre foulard de soie
Flottant sur vos épaules,
Vous aviez le beau rôle,
On aurait dit le roi...
Vous marchiez en vainqueur
Au bras d`une demoiselle
Mon Dieu!... Qu`elle était belle...
J`en ai froid dans le coeur...

Allez, venez, Milord!
Vous asseoir à ma table;
Il fait si froid, dehors,
Ici c`est confortable.
Laissez-vous faire, Milord,
Et prenez bien vos aises,
Vos peines sur mon coeur
Et vos pieds sur une chaise
Je vous connais, Milord,
Vous n`m`avez jamais vue
Je ne suis qu`une fille du port
Qu`une ombre de la rue...

Dire qu`il suffit parfois
Qu`il y ait un navire
Pour que tout se déchire
Quand le navire s`en va...
Il emmenait avec lui
La douce aux yeux si tendres
Qui n`a pas su comprendre
Qu`elle brisait votre vie
L`amour, ça fait pleurer
Comme quoi l`existence
Ça vous donne toutes les chances
Pour les reprendre après...

Allez, venez, Milord!
Vous avez l`air d`un môme!
Laissez-vous faire, Milord,
Venez dans mon royaume:
Je soigne les remords,
Je chante la romance,
Je chante les milords
Qui n`ont pas eu de chance!
Regardez-moi, Milord,
Vous n`m`avez jamais vue...
...Mais... vous pleurez, Milord?
Ça... j`l`aurais jamais cru!...

Eh ben, voyons, Milord!
Souriez-moi, Milord!
...Mieux qu` ça! Un p`tit effort...
Voilà, c`est ça!
Allez, riez, Milord!
Allez, chantez, Milord!
La-la-la...

...
Mais oui, dansez, Milord!
La-la-la... Bravo Milord!
La-la-la... Encore Milord!... La-la-la...

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Hymne A L'Amour

Just want to share this song. Maganda kasi yung message eh tsaka inaaral ko siyang kantahin ngayon.

A brief background on the song. The lyrics were written by the singer Edith Piaf and the music was by Marguerite Minnot. Sinulat ni Edith Piaf ito nang mamatay sa plane crashyung ka-love affair niya na boxer na si Marcel Cerdan. Kaya no wonder sa movie adaptation ng buhay ni Edith ay ito yung pinatugtog na kanta after niya malaman na namatay si Marcel. Marami na rin ang gumawa ng versions ng kanta na ito like Shirley Bassey and Josh Groban.

Hymne à L'Amour

Le ciel bleu sur nous peut s'effondrer
Et la terre peut bien s'écrouler
Peu m'importe si tu m'aimes
Je me fous du monde entier
Tant qu'l'amour inond'ra mes matins
Tant que mon corps frémira sous tes mains
Peu m'importe les problèmes
Mon amour puisque tu m'aimes

J'irais jusqu'au bout du monde
Je me ferais teindre en blonde
Si tu me le demandais
J'irais décrocher la lune
J'irais voler la fortune
Si tu me le demandais
Je renierais ma patrie
Je renierais mes amis
Si tu me le demandais
On peut bien rire de moi
Je ferais n'importe quoi
Si tu me le demandais

Si un jour la vie t'arrache à moi
Si tu meurs que tu sois loin de moi
Peu m'importe si tu m'aimes
Car moi je mourrais aussi
Nous aurons pour nous l'éternité
Dans le bleu de toute l'immensité
Dans le ciel plus de problèmes
Mon amour crois-tu qu'on s'aime
Dieu réunit ceux qui s'aiment

Translation:

The blue sky can tumble down upon us
And the earth can also collapse
It doesn't matter, if you love me
I don't care about the entire world
As long as love floods my mornings
As long as my body trembles beneath your hand
These problems don't matter
My love, since you love me

I would go to the end of the earth
I would dye my hair blonde
I would go take down the moon
I would go steal a fortune
If you asked it of me
I would disown my country
I would disown my friends
If you asked it of me
People can have a good laugh at me
I would do anything
If you asked it of me

If one day life tears you from me
If you die that you be far from me
It doesn't matter, if you love me
Because, me, I will die also
We will have eternity for ourselves
In the great blue immensity
In the sky, no more problems
My love, do you believe we love each other
God reunites those who love each other


Hymne L'Amour

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

My God, what day is this?!?!!?!

This is a very,very,very weird day....

Grabeng araw ito...

Parang sine wave lang...up and down, up and down...

Sige, kuwento mode...

Kailangan kong pumunta ng makati para ayusin yung papers about some of the benefits na matatanggap ko para sa educational plan. Eh since kahapon ay 6 AM na ako natulog, expect na hindi na ako natulog. Tutal 3 PM naman ako nagising kahapon kaya OK lang maligo. No fear of pasma. Ayan off to Makati. I decided to ride the bus para walang hassle sa pila ng MRT. Ang hassle naman pala doon eh ang mahal ng pamasahe. Sus, 60 pesos?!?!grabe kamahal naman niyan uy! Anyway gusto ko naman matulog eh dahil parang magcocollapse na ang puso ko sa pagod (pusong pisikal yan ha..hindi yung emosyonal...although ibang kuwento naman yun...ay meron pala niyan mamaya...hehe).

Ayan, baba sa Ayala corner Paseo de Roxas. To tell you honestly first time ko talaga mapunta sa side na iyon ng Makati. Kasi I've only been dun sa side na malapit sa Ayala station at para pumunta sa Prudential, ang way ko ay through SM, Glorietta, Landmark then Greenbelt. Kaya medyo na natakot ako at naoverwhelm. Sabi ko parang mas natakot pa ako dun kaysa sa Quiapo at Avenida. Pero sa isip ko, pangarap ko pa naman na magpunta sa ibang bansa tulad ng España tapos matatakot ako sa Makati lang. Kaya yun, carry lang. Sabi ko naman sa loob ko, "Lord galing mo naman. Kahapon maulan tapos ngayong may nilalakad ako eh hindi masyado. Thank you."

Sakto naman nung nasa loob na ako ng building umulan tapos may kailangan pa palang papers na fill up-an ng nanay ko kaya kailangan kong bumalik dun. No biggie kasi may payong naman ako at given naman ang allowance ko for this day kaya sakto lang. Kaya sabi ko, I'll treat myself to a good lunch. Gusto ko ng World Chicken.

Hinanap ko siya sa Glorietta and apparently, kasama yata siya sa sumabog dati dahil hindi ko siya makita. So I had no choice but to eat at World Chicken sa SM Manila. Ayun, I treated myself to two sidings at yun ay Española rice and Fettucine al torno at ang chicken ay may brown gravy. Yum yum! So full at wala pang tulog ang kalalabasan mo ay sobrang hilo ka na at gusto mong matulog. At nang palabas na ako ng SM Manila, guess who I saw? Si....ok fine wala naman siyang blog (pero ang tropa ay meron so alam niyo na yun). Napakagandang addition niyan sa hilo ko. Kaya bumili na ako ng candy paglabas dahil feeling ko susuka na ako dahil sa sobrang dami ng kinain ko at (hindi naman ako nasusuka dahil nakita ko siya, grabe naman).

Tapos off to review. Nakuwento ko na ito kay Mitch na may "crush" ako sa review. Di naman siguro ito crush. Paghanga na todo lang. Weakness ko kasi ang "men of substance" (at nakasalamin?patay ako nito sa mga kareview ko). Na-sad pa tuloy ako kasi may sakit siya (ay wala na.."killed" ako nito.."tugsh"). Ang ayus pa niyan ay naiwan ni sir (ay wala na killed na talaga) yung jacket niya. Sayang, gusto ko sana ibalik kasi sa tabi ng upuan ko niya naiwan. Eh ibabalik naman siguro nina ate yun pag naglinis sila sa room.

Ayan gabi na. Nakita ko online si Ma'am kaya binati ko siya. Bati ba naman niya "mahal mo pa ba si _ _ _ _ _?" Sabi ko, ayus ah..hehehe. At sakto naman ng gabing ito eh ayan, kausap ko si _ _ _ _ _. Napagusapan namin na medyo may problema siya sa kanyang relasyon at plano niyang makipag..alam niyo na. Panguna pa nga niya "may kasalanan na naman ako sa inyong mga kababaihan". At guess what kung ano ang playing na background song ko sa utak ko. Ang walang kamatayang kanta ni Bituin Escalante "kung ako na lang sana..."..damn. Kausap ko nga noon si anna eh. Sabi niya, grab the opportunity. Sabi ko, ayoko kasi takot ako sa karma. Makukuha mo nga ang bagay na gusto mo pero may masasaktan sa pagkuha mo nito? Huwag na lang. Mas OK lang na ako na lang ang masaktan, huwag na lang ang iba. Tutal sanay na ako sa ganyan. Dasal ko nga kanina "Lord, kaya ipagpaliban ang love life pero ang board exam hindi." Kaya ko nasabi yan kasi may nabasa ako na " Lahat ng ginawa at inasal mo, sa board exam ang balik sa iyo".

Naalala ko tuloy yung text ni _ _ _ _ _ noong isang araw na gusto niya daw ng adventure. Gusto kong biruin na mangaliwa ka kaya at gawin mo akong kabit. Pero siyempre, huwag! It is super against my principles. Even entertaining such thoughts. Shet. Matakot ka sa karma.

Kaya, aral na lang.

SHHHHHH