Frustrations of a Frustrated Writer

frustrations,grievances,piece of my mind

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Latak ng Utak ng Isang Puyat na bata...

As usual, ano ba nga naman ang bago hindi ba?

Puyat ako, which rhymes with payat....las tres y medya na ano ang bago dun?Eh lagi naman akong ganun...

Wish ko lang medyo maging productive itong gagawin kong blog...

Ano ba ako, kuwento mode o reflection mode?

Sige reflection mode....select topic...hmmm...politics...

As for my stand on the current issues of the country, I still stand firm on my previous statements here in my virtual space. They are the same: goverment and opposition alike. They are accusing that the president is the evil one, having conjugal greed with the first gentleman. But what do they think of themselves? Savior of this torn apart nation just because of a mere scandal? Aren't they greedy themselves? If only they know that behind their 'noble' and 'sincere' concern for the welfare of the country that I can see their ulterior motives. I am not saying that all of those in the opposition or even on the government side have hidden agendas under their sleeves but what I am saying is that MOST of them are such. Behind these so called 'concern' for their beloved country and their fellowmen is their 'concern' for themselves. They are concerned of what their image would be like in front of the population. That is why there was this opportunity for them to grand stand. In the senate hearings you can watch and hear some of the senators asking the questions, as if they really want it for the aid of legislation but in reality, they are doing it for the aid of election. 2010 is coming up so whenever there are political turmoils, it is their golden chance to grand stand and sell themselves like whores in night clubs to their dim witted customers who wants nothing but flesh.
But little do they know that these customers..err..voters are not dim witted. Due to the experiences in the past, they are smarter now. They can see clearly now who are the ones who have real concern for the country and the ones who are concerned with their political career.
Bottomline is, they are all greedy. They might be accusing that the president is greedy for money but aren't they greedy themselves? There are other forms of greed such as greed for power and greed for affirmation and adjulation from the public.
But what can we do? We can't teach an old dog a new trick. So we better go on with our lives as normal citizens, ask God for guidance and blessing, and not rely our development or the betterment of our lives to the government itself. After all, it is not us who need the government. It is the government who needs the people. The latter is the foundation of the former.

So, I don't give a damn care about whatever may happen to them. If ever that there will be a war, I shall be the Roman emperor or in a subtler comparison, a Roman spectator in a coliseum watching the gladiators battle with the lions.

With what is happening right now, it seems that politics is not that different after all from show business. As if I am watching a movie or a television program. I just hope that there are no more re-runs of this show because it really sucks..

[Bato-bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magalit.]

Friday, February 22, 2008

Pressure=Force/Area

hmmm...in a way related ang title ng blog kong ito sa lessons namin sa thermodynamics...nyahaha...

Nowadays, ang daming pressure sa akin. Pressure sa studies, sa life, sa friends...dami!whew!

Pressure sa studies: malamang dahil medyo patapos na ang term eh medyo sangkaterba lang naman ang mga requirements at design...at dahil si queen petiks ako, edi cramming to the max ito...hahahaha....kaya nga everything is surreal hanggang sa dumating na ang deadline

Pressure sa life: Nakow, eh sangkatutak din ang nagtatanong sa akin kung kelan ako gragraduate...mga tiyahin, kapitbahay, friends...waaah!...wish ko lang talaga eh makasabay ako sa on time na gragraduate...pero, carry lang naman...tingnan mo naman at napagsasabay ko pa yung pag-aaral ko ng spanish at normal curricular activites ko...

Pressure sa friends: hmmm...not really..natawa lang ako sa sinabi kanina ni eyok sa comm5 class...ako na nga lang pala ang single sa mga babae sa tropa...lahat sila taken na...
ayos lang naman sa akin...balance of nature ika nga....tsaka, kaya ko naman eh...bakante muna puso ko....siguro takot ako na masaktan ulit sa pag-ibig, pero hindi ko na rin naman hinahanap-hanap ang tamis ng pag-ibig sa isang relasyon...
teka, naranasan ko na nga ba?di ba you don't long for something that you haven't experienced in the first place...so kaya siguro hindi ko siya masyadong hinahanap-hanap ay dahil hindi ko naman naranasan na makipagrelasyon in the first place...I fell in love before yes, but it was an unrequited and unprofessed love so it makes the big difference between the love that you have made known to that special someone...o kaya, masyado na akong pre-occupied ngayon sa mga bagay-bagay sa buhay kaya di ko naman siya masyadong naiisip...

basta alam ko na ngayon kung ano ang love ko....spanish...hehehehe

Thursday, February 14, 2008

After a long hiatus...

As if naman it is my duty and responsibility to let a very small audience here in Multiply to let you know what is happening in my life di ba?

So after a long hiatus, ito ako at muling nagbloblog...

Ano nga ba ang bago sa akin?

Sa love life, malamang wala...hahaha

So ito, maclaclassify natin ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko into two: bagong kaalaman at bagong kagamitan

Una: Bagong kaalaman
Dahil dumating ang tita ko galing US at namudmod sa amin ng $100, inisip ko kung paano ko yun gagastusin. Ang pangit naman kung sa panandalian ko lang gagastusin yun. Magiging masaya ako for a few days tapos nun wala na. Kaya sinunod ko yung payo ni Mr. Colayco. Palaguin ang pera. Kaya namuhunan ako sa negosyo ng load. Siyempre hindi naman yung buong 4000 pesos ang pinuhunan ko: 500 pesos lang. At yung natira, ay pinang-enroll ko sa Instituto Cervantes. Ang adventure ko sa Instituto Cervantes ay story for another day. Ang importante ay naginvest din ako ng karunungan. O di ba?What a nice way to invest ¿no?

Pangalawa: bagong kagamitan
At iyan, may bago akong laptop!Yey! Ito ay regalo lang sa akin ng nasabing tita. Binili lang namin diyan kasama ng pinsan ko. Malaking tulong din ito sa pag-aaral ha?! Yun lang at mabigat. Kaya kailangan patibayin ang buto at mag Enervon para more energy mas happy...more energy mas happy...more energy mas happy...

So expect na sa mga susunod kong posts ay related sa instituto at kung ano pang bagay-bagay. Hehe..

Ay oo nga pala. Nag-apply ako for Civil Service Exam. Binalak ko sana na bumili ng reviewer kaya lang alang wents...parang pang high school yung tanong kaya, bahala na..hehehe..