Tagged by Terna...hehehe

RULES:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. What was the last word/phrase you said?

- bakit pa...


2. What do you miss most?

- total rest?as in yung buong araw na matutulog lang ako


3. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

- mag-aral...wahahaha


4. What was the last movie you watched?

- sa dibeedee..hmmm...part ng iron man at meet the spartans


5. What did you last eat?

- e-aji


6. What are you doing right now?

- malamang nasagot nitong blog..sheesh


7. What's your favorite sport?

- wala eh

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- hmmmm...oh well...whatever....

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

- hmmm....mid-life crisis lang (yuck midlife crisis daw?wahehehe)

10.What was your section when you were in gr.1?

- 1 masigla...panghapon yun

11. Is being tagged fun?

- ayus lang...ngayon ko lang nakita eh...waheheh


12. Have you learned something new today?

- marami...na kaya ko pala manghula sa satcom, na maganda pala ako kapag nilagyan ng make-up..wahahaha...at kaya ko na talaga makalimutan na may feelings ako dati kay eherm...wahahahhaa

13. What do you want to own right now?

- own?hmmm...kotse sana...pero asaness...hahahaha..kaya bisekleta na lang


14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- she is a nice girl...friendly naman...at mabait.. at matalino din...wahehehe


15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

- married and poor na lang...sagana naman sa pagmamahal...aanhin mo naman ang lahat ng yaman sa mundo kung salat ka sa pagmamahal [shet...super keso!!!!!!]

16. What's your favorite C2 flavor?

- apple and peach


17. Would you give your all in a relationship?

- i really don't know..never been into one anyway


18. When was the last time you got starstruck?

- hmmmm....can't remember...ahhh I think when I met Lyndon Gregorio...nyeks!!


19. What type of friends do you like?

- basta mahilig tumawa swak na yun...hahahaha

20. What was the title of the song you last listened to?

- I would sing this song...yun daw yung title...korean eh

NOW>>> I TAG.......

1. Che
2. Jessie
3.Jei
4. Jaymee
5. Carleen
6.Kreng
7. Macky
8. Bert

As much as I want to...

As much as I want to express what is in my heart and my mind, this is pretty vague. It is so hard to write about something when you just woke up.

Here I am at our semi-finished house and trying to get the feeling of having the enough strength to start reading the numerous books that I need for the up coming board exam.

As much as I want to start review, but what am I doing here? Trying to update my blog which becomes the chest of my thoughts. I promised in my previous blog that I ought to write a more serious blog or even a more 'sentimental' one so as to express what I feel.

As much as I want to assess what is the condition of my heart, but what is there to write? Is there a feeling left in my heart? Is there a flame that still goes on within it? Or did it just die down together with my hopes of findiing someone? As tragic as it may sound, I think I lost hope in finding a 'someone' that I could really call my own. [OK so this is the sentimental thing that I was saying before?] As we grow old, we find things far more important than finding that someone. Aspirations change. When you don't reach your aspirations in time, you reach desperation at its lowest pit therefore withdrawing yourself from the society and brand you as not part of them.

As much as I want to experience the bliss and unexplainable happiness of being in love, is there really someone out there? I am tired....very very tired. I don't care anymore.

No quiero amante. Adios amor. No se quiero hacerte el romantico amor.

Pardon my Spanish and even my English.

Of tea and 'langaw'

So here I am at my OJT sa PLDT Malabon...

Wala kasing tao dahil Malabon Day..

Eh hindi ako makaconnect kagabi sa bahay..siguro bagsak yung server ng Frequency..eh ganado pa naman ako magkuwento sana..

Anyway...where to start...Kahapon kasi, malamig dito kaya gusto ipapatay ni ishi yung electric fan...Eh ang sabi ko, buksan lang kasi merong langaw...Eh di yun...Tapos pinatay na rin..Pinabuksan ko ulit yung electric fan kasi napatay yata earlier...Sabi ko kasi, medyo nahihilo ako..Overpowering kasi yung amoy ng pabango ni kuya...Kaya ayun, binuksan yung electric fan...Tapos nag-CR kami...tapos hirit si ishi "Lorie, patayin na natin yung electric fan tutal wala naman nang langaw eh"...Sa bilis ng isip naming dalawa, natawa na lang kami...Wala rin kasi duon si kuya...Kaya, simula noon, siya na ay isang langaw...wahahaha...hanep

Noong hapon naman, diretso ako sa SM North...nagtsaa..at guess what...may kasama akong langaw...wahahaha..

Siguro pag nasa bahay na lang ako mas makakagawa ng medyo matinong blog...yung tipong 'senti'...wahehehe...la ako sa mood eh

Bliss...

Bliss...Sheer bliss...

That's what I feel right now...

Just your mere presence, makes me feel secure..

Though I feel uneasy, still it is sheer bliss that I feel...

Maybe because of your fragrance that has been imprented upon my mind

That whenever I smeel it, I feel a sense of security in my mind...

You have brought peace back to my distressed soul

Though it seems you did nothing at all...

But fate is such a cruel mistress, that we are bound not to be together..

For indeed in such a short time we shall part

But you shall definitely be a part of me

It was you who made me come back and leave my life out of the shadows of loneliness...

Saan Darating Ang Umaga

On a much lighter note, lyrics muna ng kanta..

This is dedicated to...wahehehe...ano ito radio station?amf...

Eh mukhang wala naman yata siya dito at hindi niya ito makikita...

Kaya I dedicate this to Mr. Jason Claridades...

Saan Darating Ang Umaga lyrics

Artist - Raymond Lauchengco

Album - Various Songs

Lyrics - Saan Darating Ang Umaga

Bakit pa pinagtagpo?
Pala'y maglalayo
Tayo sa ating buhay
Ang araw na kay ganda
Ba't ng lumisan ka
Ay nagdilim ang kulay

Ang umaga'y nagtampo
Ano't kasama mo
Luha ang tanging iwan
Kung sya may magbabalik
Ako'y nananabik
Kung kailan at saan

Darating ba syang kasama ka?
Masasalubong man lang ba kita?
Subalit ako'y magaalala
Kung ako ay mahal mo pa

Kahit pa anong hadlang
Mananatili kang mahal sa aking tunay
May umaga man pala
Kung d ka nya dala
Ito'y walang buhay

Subalit ako'y magaalala
Kung ako ay mahal mo pa
Kahit pa anong hadlang
Mananatili kang mahal sa aking tunay
May umaga man pala
Kung d ka nya dala
Ito'y walang buhay

[amf ang korni ko]

A Melting Pot of Culture and Ideas (not Singapore)

I am really not that sure of what to call this blog entry of mine but an acciddent last night made me write this blog entry. It somewhat inspired me and made me ponder on what really is happening around me.

To those who knew me since I was in high school, OK I am referring to my closest friends, you know me as someone who is "open minded" ( I assume ) and also those who know me in college thinks that way too.

When I say open minded, whenever a topic comes that is somewhat 'censored' I don't get offended. I don't get offended because it is something that is a naturally ocurring phenomenon between all organisms in this world and it is an act so as to foster reproduction in this world.

In the social context, however, it is an act to express the passion that one feels inside for the members of the other gender. Whether there is 'love' involved or it is just a 'call of the flesh' it doesn't matter for once that it is done, nothing else matters anymore but the satisfaction that one feels while in the middle of doing it.

And nowadays, it seems that a lot of people are considering it as just a 'regular Saturday gimmick' as one local DJ would say it. Do they even know what is the real reason behind why that is such a pleasurable act? Do they even consider the repercussions of their acts?

For the latter, I think mos of those who engage in it are very much aware of the consequences but for the former I think only a few are truly aware of what is the rationale in doing (ok here it goes I'm going to say the word) sexual intercourse.

Let me remind again the generation of today what is the reason behind doing sex. Sex is meant for reproduction. To foster the growth of the human race. To continue the legacy of one's life so as there would still be life in the next generation. It is not a means to release the heat that one feels. And, this is only an opinion, it is not a mere tool to express one's love to the other.

But who am I to lecture to this generation what sex and love is? Not having any intimate relationship with the other sex and obviously not having experienced sex, what right do I have to judge the people who are engaging in such acts?

I am also human and I know that as humans, we have 'needs'. But unlike animals we have rationality.

So if this is what love means or having a relationship, I am definitely not yet prepared. I am strongly considering right now that I am being prepared or called for other things but definitely not this.

I can openly talk about sex in a very intellectual manner and not in a joking manner but it is very much different in engaging in it just because of pheromones or other things that might have caused your sexual arousal.

To those whom might have offended, don't take this personally. I am just speaking my mind. Nothing personal, I am just talking about a reality in the society nowadays.

Call me old fashioned or even 'manang' but that is just how I am. Take it or leave it.

ikaw ba ay Batang Dekada '90?

Nakuha ko sa classmate ko sa Spanish class na si Gela...:)

1. Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa. lol.
- Hmmm....di ko siya masyadong trip pero masaya yung mangolekta ng POG...binalik nga yata yun sa mga bata lately pero wala nang genuine cap na ginagamit..waheheh...pero nakapaglaro din naman ako ng tex

2. May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yun.
- di ko siya kinocollect...di ko nga maintindihan yung comics dun..wahahaha

3. Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.
- hmm..mabait naman mga bata dito sa amin...walang nagtitirador..wahehe

4. Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store.
- naman!saya kaya noon...gaganda...wahahaha

5. Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka.
- oo...pauso yan

6. Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store. Favorite mo yung Sonic, Mario at Street Fighter at Tetris.
- wow sosyal may videohan sa sari-sari store?walang ganyan sa malapit sa amin...pero oo uso nga yang Street Fighter...kahit di ko maintindihan paano laruin yan eh natutuwa ako kay Chun Li dahil babae siya

7. Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo.
- noong bata ako ang tatay ko ang nagturo sa akin ng watusi...pero pinagbawalan din niya ako..mabait akong bata kaya sumusunod ako..wahahaha

8. Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay.
- gusto ko noon niyan eh..kaya lang poor lang kami kaya wala..huhuhu

9. Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay.
- hmm..wala eh

10. Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin.
- oo..sapilitan yun..wahehehe

11. Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo.
- oo..wahahaha...tapos noong bagong labas yung johnson's alcohol talagang sabi ko na less ang hapdi niya kasi mabango kaysa sa family alcohol..wahehehe

12. Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings.
- oo naman...wahahaha

13. Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket.
- walang pera eh...tsaka di ko trip...mas trip ko ang doll house..wahehe

14. Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na
- oo...wahaha

15. May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles.
- oo meron...wahahaha...the lion king pa nga yun eh

16. Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade.
- oo...wahaha

17. Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang.
- yun o...sashikibuta...yung baboy...wahahah

18. Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may
advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit.
- lahat yan nalaro ko...except yung magkaroon ng game boy...poor lang kami eh..wahehe

19. Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom.
- oo naman...sa Stella may natatanging laro na ang pangalan ay Monday-Tuesday (agree?) kaya alam mo talaga ang days of the week..wahahaha

20. Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na "Liars go to hell" kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. "Cross my heart, hope to die" kapag nangangako ka. "Period no erase" kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na "Akin yung factory ng pambura".
- hindi eh...pero uso yang mga expression na ganyan

21. Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming
attachments like magnifying lens, book stand, compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze.
- oo sikat ka...kaya lang wala akong ganyan

22. Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista.
- baduy kaya...adik nga tatay ko noong kinder ako..picture kasi ni Manilyn Reynes yung nasa notebook ko..tapos ginawa niya, pinalit niya yung picture ko habang nakanta sa stage...wahaha

23. Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school.
- coleman yan...oo..wahaha

24. Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo.
- Baby-G na ja-pake...oo..nakabili ako..wahaha

25. Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.
- di naman pumatok sa amin yang pager...

26. Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon.
- di ko na alam kung nasaan na yun..wahahaha

27. Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo.
- meron kami noon Atari...ang laro doon Pacman

28. Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection.
- brick game at tamagochi..wahehe

29. Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: "Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi", "Anong paki mo sa long hair ko", "Dahil sa bawal na gamot", "Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko".
- oo naman..wahahaha

30. Isa dito ay theme song mo: "I Swear" by All 4 One, "What's Up" by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What's goin on!), "Zombie" by Cranberries.
- theme song?grabe naman...pero ngayon ko lang nalaman na What's Up pala title nun..wahahaha

31. Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena.
- sino ba hindi?unless pinanganak ka post 1996

32. Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila.
- wala akong poster pero may casette ako.wahahaha

33. Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands.
- di naman fanatic...wala...di ko sila trip

34. Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands.
- oo..medyo..wahaha

35. Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin.
- oo..wahahaha

36. Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung "Heal the World", "Tell the World of His Love", "Jubilee Song", etc.
- oo!hahaha...in fairness para ng memorized ko pa yata yung action ng Jubilee Song..wahahaha...tatlong taon ba naman na weekly niyo kantahin...

37. Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo.
- uu..dagdag mo pa yung mga sentai

38. Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad.
- oo naman!mga paborito ko lahat yan!.."tayo na...sa sineskwela".."gusto kong liparin ang tayog ng ulap...gusto kong sisirin ang lalim ng dagat".."ikaw ang unang nagbuo ng bayang
pilipino...ikaw ang unang lumaban sa pananakop ng dayuhan"...

39. Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku.
- naman!

40. Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: "Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra...", "Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta...", "...Kontra Bulate!"
- di ko naman niloko...pero nakakatawa...wahahaha

41. Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: "Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman... Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman.."
- oo..wahahaha

42. Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedi. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats.
- oo naman!Standing Room Only nga noong first day ng showing niyang Sarah ang Munting Princessa...wahahaha

43. Alam mo din yung "Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa" with Camille Prats and Angelica
Panganiban.
- oo..with matching songs pa yun..hahaha

44. Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.
- hahaha...puwede!

45. Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena.
- wala akong alam na isyung ganyan..wahahah...basta Batibot...wahehehe

46. Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na "ATBP.": Isa.. dalawa-tatlo..
apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu... labingisa-labingdalawa... labingtatlo...
labingapat-labinglima...
- oo naman...hahaha...

47. Napanood mo ang Batang X.
- oo...nandidiri pa nga ako doon sa isang bata na parang natapunan ng intestines ng baboy..wahahaha

48. Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar.
- wala akong yaya...pero nood to the max ako noon...nirerecord ko pa yun sa vhs..

49. Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: "Okay Ka Fairy Ko", "Oki Doki Doc", "Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata", "Palibhasa Lalake", "Ober da Bakod", at "Home Along Da Riles".
- oo naman!lahat yan!

50. Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga sya mang-api kay Mara.
- di ako galit....dati nga yang Mara Clara eh sa hapon tapos ginawang primetime

51. Pinanood mo din yung "Villa Quintana", "Esperanza", "Anakarenina" atbp.
- hindi eh...solid ako sa telenovelas noon..whaahah

52. Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin.
- wala ha...

53. Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: "Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He's so cute! Sabi niya I'm pretty kaya lang I'm fat."
- oo...wahehehe...tapos yung carlo si patrick garcia..

54. Kinakanta mo yung "Thank God it's Sabado, pati na rin Linggo..." at "Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy".
- hindi yun thank god...I love you Sabado...wahahaha

55. Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay.
- oo...dun ko sila sinubayabayan....nung lumipat sila...wala na...wahehehe

56. Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology.
- basta ako noon bahala na

57. Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo.
- tama...at hindi pa uso na dubbed yun...may nalipad pang mga intsik...wahehehe...

58. Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies.
- hindi ako nanonood nun eh

59. Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na "Goodbye, England's Rose."
- tama...nauso yung kanta ni Elton John

60. Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay.
- oo..wahaha

61. Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. Haha.
- dyusko pati nga yung "sketching scene" nila eh hindi ako pinagbawalan..wahahaha

Superstition

Sa totoo lang, wala akong gana na gumawa ng blog..

Kasi, pinagiisipan ko kung kailangan ko nga ba na isulat itong saloobin ko..

Crap..

Superstition..bakit nga ba?

Napapansin ko kasi na parang may connection sa pangalan yung mga natitipuhan ko eh..

Halimbawa na lang noong medyo mas bata ako..Nagkakataon na ang mga natitipuhan ko ay mga nagsisimula sa M...

Meron nga akong naging crush noon na nagsisimula letter D pero..mamaya bigyan natin ng meaning..

Tapos meron ding J...


Ano ang superstition o kapraningnan ang masasabi ko dito?

M....naiisip ko Mariam o kaya ay Mariae or Marian...

tapos D...Dominic kasi pangalan nun eh (tapos may natipuhan pa ako na Domingo apelido) which means "from God" or "Godlike"..basta parang ganun..

Tapos eto matindi...yung crush ko ngayon eh J.C. apelido...watda...tapos apelido niya pa eh ang ibig sabihin eh "clarity"...

Wow...super signs ba ito o sadyang pinapaalala lang sa akin na He is always around...at siya ang destiny ko?si He???waaah...pero napakamakasalanan ko...sadyang ito nga ba ang aking kapalaran?hinahanda Niya ako para sa Kanya at Kanya lamang? o may iba akong kailangang tahakin?